I’ve been tossing and turning all night and when I did fall asleep I kept having dreams about my grandparents. I never remember my dreams so it was odd that I could see all 4 of their faces. Mine you, two of them (my moms dad and my dads mom) I’ve never met. Most people don’t know that all four of my grandparents died of cancer. By the time I was five I lost all of them. That is why I called my aunt Joyce, grandma.

When I decided I wanted to participate in the Polar Bear Jump, I will be honest, I wanted to do it for the thrill of it. I like stuff like that. The more I think about it the more happy I am that I’m doing it for myself and my grandparents. I wish I would of tooken it a little more serious and actually tried to raise money. But I guess any amount helps.